| Flowers and Ponderings | | 2/13/2007 12:34:00 AM - (642) |
| So I am in bed… nerves racking about tomorrow and making sure everything is just so. I've realized that so many times in the past that I haven't bothered to take the time and do the right thing. Now that I am trying, it's enough to make a sane man ...(more) |
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| Hey there Handsome! | | 2/9/2007 12:34:00 AM - (173) |
| So apperently, this diary didn't stay secluded for long?! LOL Keith found it and had a good read. Mumbled something about the Aaron Davis reference and let it go. Dammit, now I can't say what I've been up to. Bah, I will tell you all later. (Don't...(more) |
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| I think I talk too much | | 2/2/2007 12:05:00 AM - (191) |
| Holy crap I am a wierdo.. Yeah yeah, for those of you that know shut your pie holes dammit!
I think sometimes I talk too much. I am busy overcompensating for my mistakes of the past and end up coming off like some sorta crazed clingy goofball. ...(more) |
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| Later..in that same life.. | | 1/21/2007 5:06:00 PM - (182) |
| Thank you…It's nice to feel close to someone and feel wanted. And just for the record, this daddy does NOT like belguim chocolate!
-M...(more) |
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| My Aaron Davis | | 1/19/2007 4:33:00 AM - (180) |
| I know…It's been about a million years since I've written. Quite honestly, there hasn't been too much to write about. Well, ok, that is hardly true, but most of the stuff that has happened has been more of the same and less new.
I've been feelin...(more) |
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| London 2005 Trip | | 2/9/2006 12:55:00 AM - (437) |
| London 2005
I started out packing and ended up discovering that I mispacked and was missing about half of my stuff (underwear and socks).
Tyler and Matt were champs about taking me to the airport and I was happy to be finally on my way. The ...(more) |
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| OK, ok, better late than never | | 6/13/2005 1:00:00 PM - (425) |
| Well, its been a while since I’ve written anything on here. SO, I’ll get everyone caught up so nobody feels left out.. Ok…wow…where to start?
The Australia trip was an amazing experience. I have the travel bug something fierce now and am really...(more) |
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| Update | | 3/7/2005 1:41:00 PM - (439) |
| Well, my birthday has passed and not much to speak of has happened. For the most part I've been so busy with work that I have not had time to look up and see whats going on. We finally got the wireless problem ironed out with Bonita which was quite...(more) |
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| New update | | 2/13/2005 11:03:00 PM - (374) |
| Wow! Its been a while since I’ve updated my online diary. I still refuse to call it a “blog”. Whatever the hell that means!
Ok. So the last two weekends I finally managed to talk Chris into coming over and...(more) |
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| Sappy Movies and feeling alive | | 12/23/2004 10:21:00 PM - (436) |
| I sat and watched a movie called Jack tonight. I do not know how I manage to go around not feeling anything most of the time. But it seems like I need a good jolt now and then to remember to not walk around like a zombie feeling nothing. I think I...(more) |
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| Christmas Party 2004 | | 12/20/2004 6:47:00 PM - (438) |
| This year's christmas party was another roaring success. We had about 40-50 people show up to Michael and Drew's house.
Davon's Pics (in Pictures then XMAS 2004)
Davon took a bunch of rea...(more) |
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| Camping and a bad back. | | 11/4/2004 7:38:00 PM - (388) |
| Just got back from Subway. I think I saw a very old friend from grammer school, Jesse Thompson. I should have said hello, but felt all awkward about it. Wierdness, not sure what the deal was with that. I need to learn how to approach people, I mea...(more) |
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| Adults are just like Children sometimes…well, some are like that ALL the time.. | | 10/21/2004 12:10:00 AM - (414) |
| I am so tired of trying to be nice. Its ridiculous! I mean seriously. Is it so hard to just be adult and act like one?
UGH…you know who you are… Grow up.....(more) |
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| Fall is here | | 10/3/2004 10:16:00 PM - (367) |
| Well, its been a while since I've written anything in here so I figured I'd update everyone with the current goings on.
I bought Andrew's neon in hopes that I can drive something besides the truck everyday to work. I currently have 72k miles on m...(more) |
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| Its been a while, I know.. | | 7/21/2004 6:42:00 PM - (447) |
| Well, things have been getting better, but I am feeling a little more or less confused by how my life lately seems to be in constant turmoil. When in reality, things are really quiet and nothing is really complicated. Oh yeah, if you haven't been a...(more) |
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| Boston. | | 4/27/2004 7:36:00 PM - (457) |
| Shouts out to the people in Boston! Cathy & Jaguar, you're awesome…...(more) |
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| We're having a heatwave….A tropical heatwave. | | 4/27/2004 1:31:00 AM - (435) |
Paul Britton sent me this today…..God I am so glad its getting warm again (and no, I actaully DO mean it)..
RECORD EVENT REPORT
NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE LOS ANGELES/OXNARD CA
530 PM PDT MON APR 26 2004
...PRELIMINARY RECOR...(more) |
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| The Boy | | 4/26/2004 9:58:00 PM - (524) |
| Well….All is going very well. I have begun dating again and things are just outstanding. I seem to have discovered that someone I already knew is quite a catch and I just never noticed. It is a bit of a secret who it is at the moment as we do not ...(more) |
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| my personality | | 4/10/2004 3:49:11 PM - (434) |
| ok...so a few have asked me about this
My Personality Test Results
maybe this is better than the boring stuff I had up here?
M...(more) |
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| Happy Birthday to me.. | | 2/23/2004 6:39:16 PM - (449) |
| Well, its my birthday today... I turned 29 today...
Wow....
How the fuck did I get so god damn old?
I'm going home...
My friends and family love me...I got quite a few calls and mom made me cookies, joanne from work made me brownies..
...(more) |
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| Ocotillo Wells | | 2/15/2004 8:12:22 PM - (466) |
| Man...Another great weekend..just got home from Ocotillo Wells.. Pics are up on the website...
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| hum. | | 2/11/2004 10:45:45 PM - (419) |
| thinking about redoing the site...I think it needs an overhaul...
maybe tomorrow..or when I am working on dan's stuff..I'll get motivated to do it..
God I am busy...work.ttora..YIKES
and i just managed to find a 4x4 club in sd...so that wil...(more) |
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| been slacking..but something cool | | 1/24/2004 2:45:16 AM - (445) |
| tried several times to write something in here only to have lost what I wrote..
anyways..I'll write more later..I am fine..just really busy..
I did get shoutcast running on my server..go check it out..if there is no music.. bitch at me to turn ...(more) |
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| 2004 | | 1/9/2004 12:02:59 AM - (487) |
| i have too many things I want to write...but just don't have the time nor energy.
life is good..but i seem to be more tired than ever..
I think i need a nap....
must sleep..
...(more) |
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| Halloween Pictures | | 11/4/2003 6:36:54 PM - (468) |
| They are up in the picture section..they were dark and the rain messed most of them up...have to wait to see how the pics mom and dad took came out.
enjoy.....(more) |
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| Vons picketers...you SUCK.. | | 11/3/2003 10:29:14 PM - (459) |
| My mom came into the office today.. Apperently during a verbal disagreement with one of the rather rude picketers outside the 19th and Carnelian Vons, she told them she had no sympathy for them and they let the air out of her tires...
Does that ju...(more) |
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| Fires..Truck..Cat..Halloween | | 10/28/2003 1:48:21 PM - (456) |
| I got more than a few emails about our status with the fires and stuff…So, I figured I’d write and let everyone know what’s up. So far so good, looks like just about everyone I know survived. I am waiting to hear back from Lizz at Litho to find out ...(more) |
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| something funny... | | 10/7/2003 3:55:43 PM - (447) |
| I wrote a big long winded diary entry and surfed off the page like a dumb ass...Oh well..
I'll write more when I am not so tied up at work..
In the meantime..GO ARNOLD...
oh yeah and..
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| Happy New Year Y'All. | | 1/2/2003 2:10:12 PM - (437) |
| Well, a new year is upon us and I figured that I would give a quick recap of the last year.
I got myself out of debt. Only to buy a house and truck to fix that dilema. I am headed on a much improved financial path from here on out.
I actaully we...(more) |
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| My New Condo... | | 11/25/2002 12:32:05 PM - (474) |
| Wow...Well, the paperwork has been signed for the condo and the seller is moving out this weekend! Looks like I'll be in there in two weeks. This is some damn outstanding news. I will be very happy to have my own space again. I even ordered the D...(more) |
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| My New Truck | | 11/12/2002 10:28:35 PM - (465) |
| After a much awaited period of braggin, bitching and irritating the friends and family about the truck, I actually purchased it today. Almost a year after I started talking about it.
HE is a 2002 Toyota Tacoma CrewCab SR5/color key with TRD. Its L...(more) |
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| Love and Other such silly notions. | | 11/4/2002 2:10:12 AM - (485) |
| Well, I had probably the best weekend I've had in ages. I got a chance to spend some time with someone I was hoping to and he is amazing. Quanry being, I think I am thinking about it a bit too much and getting too ahead of myself. I think its out ...(more) |
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| Weekend update w/ Dennis Miller | | 10/31/2002 5:54:08 PM - (380) |
| ok...its old school..i know (the title you morons!)
house is still in lender limbo. The hope to have everything done and over with next weekend. I am keeping my fingers crossed. Worse case scenerio is that they'll raise my rate on the loan a smal...(more) |
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| ok ok ok.....enough bitching about no updates | | 10/26/2002 1:20:00 AM - (439) |
| Well, lots has happened in the last month or so since the last time I wrote.
The condo is still very much a go, as of right now, we are waiting on the lender to finish up the paperwork on the loan and send it back for final signing and such. If e...(more) |
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| Kick Ass News... | | 10/1/2002 5:57:39 PM - (428) |
| Well..the website is back up..I had to move the server to another location and it will be a temporary move until the new place is available. (see info below).
Well, its official. I am currently in escrow.
After a rather suprisingly unstressf...(more) |
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| Words, oh sweet joyous words from 2am.. | | 9/13/2002 7:36:40 PM - (375) |
| Thanks Keith for staying up till the wee hours and listening to me drone on and on.... Given enough time, I have no doubts we'll solve the mysteries of life.
"funny thing...youth isn't tangible...so there is no way to reclaim it..".....me
dammi...(more) |
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| Orange County... | | 9/13/2002 12:27:18 AM - (405) |
| I watched it for 5th time this week..(look at the subject if you are lost)...
Something about having your fate in your hand and being in full control of your own destiny just hits close to home right now with me.
I've had the itch to just pack ...(more) |
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| Your friendly neighborhood HEEL... | | 9/9/2002 5:45:53 PM - (417) |
| Ugh..ok..So to refrain from pointing out the guilty parties, I'll complain in generalities.
Its a really crappy thing to do when you tell a friend that you like a different friend, then that friend does everything in his power to sabotage it. Eve...(more) |
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| a boy, his truck and vacation. | | 8/3/2002 1:31:57 PM - (402) |
| Well, seems that finding that alustrious truck is more difficult than I thought. I'll probably end up ordering it if they don't find one in the next week or so.
Vacation was a blast. Spent the weekend at more) |
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| Catching up with good news. | | 7/14/2002 1:08:13 PM - (397) |
| OK, So, I had been stressing big time about buying a new truck. I've wanted one for so long, I could taste it. Princess (my 98 Plymouth Neon) is beginning to show her age and since (first bit of good news) I PAID HER OFF LAST WEEK, I am very much l...(more) |
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| SF Pride | | 7/1/2002 6:43:48 PM - (402) |
| WOW...I had such an awesome trip up north. I took some great pics of the GG Bridge and of Battery Park. Even managed to get a few of me in there for good measure. Though I have to admit that I really need to practice with the tripod. I think I am...(more) |
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| Pride and other such non-sense... | | 6/23/2002 11:18:28 AM - (395) |
| Robin Drew and I ventured to pride last night and had a really great time. We mostly just hung out at the Abbey. Weho was far too busy to do much else. We gawked at the boys and Robin and Drew hung out the window and waved at the passers by as we ...(more) |
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| ok..its the weekend...so now what. | | 6/22/2002 12:50:15 PM - (392) |
| Well, drew bailed on me for pride in SF. Oh well, not really a problem and its cool. He has that new job thing going on and wants to impress the boss, which is a very good thing.
Work was pretty wild on friday. A semi hit a lightpole and power p...(more) |
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| I wonder... | | 6/16/2002 4:32:28 AM - (383) |
| I am laying here in bed....I haven't written in a while, but I have had things to say. Just kept reading through them in my own mind.
I took a nap today and am paying the price for it. Today, when I wake up, it will be fathers day. A strange d...(more) |
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| Afternoons and Coffeespoons and T.S. Elliot. | | 5/10/2002 12:46:00 PM - (408) |
| I doubt anyone will get the subject line.
"...Someday I'll wear pajamas in the daytime...."
Can anyone tell me what that is from?
OK....Enough of that...
To catch everyone up. Well, they listed the house on Wednesday. I am very close to...(more) |
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| I know...its been awhile....AGAIN.. | | 4/16/2002 11:21:50 PM - (365) |
| ok...So i have been busy slacking off. Work has me busy and I am totally enjoying the hell out of it. Actaully its really nice to be able to go and have enough things to do to keep me busy enough from being bored. But I think I can be bored for wha...(more) |
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| ok...long time, no see..... | | 4/2/2002 8:24:03 PM - (386) |
| Well, its been a while since I sat down to write in my journal. So many things have happened and I wanted to commit some of them to pen before the words fade like so many promises never to loose touch with friends.
After watching American Pie 2.....(more) |
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| Unfinished | | 2/18/2002 11:18:59 PM - (390) |
| I think somewhere along the line I’ve been asked this a few times, “What are you looking for in a boyfriend/partner?” The answer to which is rather complicated, due mostly to the fact that my life is fluid enough to the point where the details chang...(more) |
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| nostalgic | | 1/9/2002 3:13:38 PM - (396) |
| ok..so whats the deal-io?
All of a sudden I am feeling quite nostalgic! Wanting to look up old friends and find out how they are doing. I think its a New Years thing that everyone goes through and I guess its more been prompted by a few random e...(more) |
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| New Years and well, everything else | | 1/1/2002 8:33:47 PM - (414) |
| Wow...its been a while since I have sat down to write anything and quite a few things have happened.. So here goes.
Les and Rob's wedding was outstanding. They finally got married on Dec 1st at Mission Inn in Riverside. It was a wonderful occas...(more) |
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| Oh boy....NEWS NEWS.. | | 11/20/2001 3:53:50 PM - (392) |
| Ok...in the news today...I've reset my Celibacy odometer yesterday.. AHHHH.. :)
I joined the GYM....yeap, you read that right..I joined the gym. Even went for a 25Min ride on the cycles last night.
My first Yoga class is tonight. Dr told me ...(more) |
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| Wow...what a night?!! | | 10/28/2001 2:36:28 PM - (412) |
| So, last night was Davon's Birthday Party @ Mr T's house.
Was a rather interesting evening and I think all in all a good time was had by everyone who attended. BUT, as always there is the drama that ensues when too many gay boys get together in...(more) |
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| Good Friends... | | 10/12/2001 11:29:35 PM - (402) |
| You know...it sure is nice to have great friends and good people in your life. I spent the evening with Drew, Mr T and Steve. We all had dinner at Islands and hung out at the "Block". Was nice just to get out and chat for a bit.
That and the we...(more) |
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| Ut Oh....I think I am turning GAY..ssssshhhh.. | | 10/6/2001 1:24:22 AM - (422) |
| hehehe..
OK, now that I got your attention. Here is the reason I wrote it.
Lately here, I have had the sudden urge to shop. We are talking major clothes shopping. I finally came home Thursday night with three more shirts and discovered the ...(more) |
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| Lobster Diving and other news | | 9/29/2001 6:33:34 PM - (386) |
| Well, these past few weeks have been very interesting. I recently started talking with Evan again. Because things are so edgy, I am not going to put my thoughts down here. We had dinner last week and had a nice visit and caught up on the family st...(more) |
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| Virii SUCK and mom says "You need some good sex" | | 9/19/2001 8:44:20 PM - (413) |
| Ok so we got hit one 4 servers and two boxes with that damn virus that was in the news. I finally installed NAV Corp on the network and spent the last part of the day babysitting THEM.
But looks like for the most part that the systems are clean...(more) |
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| Argh...ok..I jinxed it... | | 9/17/2001 11:14:58 PM - (387) |
| ok...so my neon has been extrodinarily inexpensive to maintain. Even with Dodge/Plymouth horrible erp, my car has been suprisingly good. Leave it to me to speak too soon.
let me back up.. For those of you that don't know, I have a 1998 Neon Expr...(more) |
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| ok..soapbox time. | | 9/9/2001 1:04:55 PM - (385) |
| OK...So, I've been thinking about this whole dating thing. Other than being frustrated, which I am, I am starting to see a patern emerge. OK, so call me cynical, but here goes.
Seems like everyone wants someone to "fall in love with". The long...(more) |
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| Magic Mountain | | 9/8/2001 3:16:41 AM - (374) |
| While its still fresh in my mind, I have decided to for-go the sleep and hit the web page first.
We all had a great time and it ended up that Gabriel, Bryan, Davon, Chase, Andrew, Steve and I all ended up being able to attend. Mr T is on a road...(more) |
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| Baseball and dating. | | 8/25/2001 1:53:15 AM - (377) |
| Well, another sucessful date with Steve. We hung out and had ice cream first then went to dinner. Funny that we seem to always do it in reverse. Oh well, who says dating has to be conventional. Was really nice to have someone's ear to chew for a ...(more) |
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| Great date.. | | 8/16/2001 7:40:45 PM - (394) |
| Well, I finally met Steve on Wednesday night. Had a great time. Was very suprised that he was a normal guy.. Wish me luck y'all. We'll see how it goes. I am keeping my fingers crossed.
Going campign with joel this weekend. Shuold be a blast. ...(more) |
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| ok ok...enough already. | | 8/14/2001 6:54:51 PM - (367) |
| Ok..so its been a while since I have written anything. Mostly becuase I have been busy with work, Justin and Julie's wedding and just life in general.
Justin and Julie's wedding went off great excpet for the pastor who didn't show. I've put some...(more) |
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| Do-Da Debbie reappears... | | 7/20/2001 2:41:42 AM - (402) |
| Well I recently sent out three letters. One to Pat McKinley, one to Ryan Rimmer and one to Debbie Rephan. The amazing part is that Debbie got my letter and actaully wrote me back.
She is settled in down in San Diego with her BF. Sounds like s...(more) |
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| Paintball....Whoo Hoo.. | | 7/12/2001 11:20:03 PM - (819) |
| OK ok.....so I have finally recovered from the aftermath of sore muscles that I experienced after my little trip to SCVillage in Corona, CA.
In an effort to do some bonding and to try something new, the idea for taking dad paintballing for fathers...(more) |
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| What a GREAT Mine Trip !!! | | 6/30/2001 10:39:41 PM - (390) |
| When we got to the front side of the mine, we discovered a large 4-cyl diesel engine that had a flywheel that was taller than I was. From our guestimations, the engine was probably used to tow the ore cars up and down the shaft that was directly in ...(more) |
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| Mission Impossible & Mission Completed | | 6/26/2001 8:47:17 PM - (411) |
| Well, looks like work is going to be keeping my butt busy for a while. They want to do a whole integration project using the web. Rather cool. But very complicated and very difficult task. Bout damn time someone asked me to do something difficult...(more) |
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| Lara Croft & Ceiling fans.... | | 6/25/2001 3:13:53 AM - (386) |
| Well, I poked around the house most of the day and did some cleaning and laundry. This weekend was pretty uneventful.
I saw Tomb Raider. And while I don't agree with Keith about its content, I liked it. It was Angelina kicking some ass and kill...(more) |
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| All alone and nowhere to go... | | 6/23/2001 1:20:27 PM - (403) |
| Well, I am stuck at home this weekend. Being broke sucks. But getting paid next week will help tremendously. Not working for 2 months realyl pulls your reserves to its wits end.
I was going to go out to Trona with Joel, but he canceled as he ...(more) |
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| Woo-hoo...Free Dinner.. | | 6/20/2001 11:00:43 PM - (391) |
| Today was free Togo's sandwich day. So, Justin, Julie and myself all headed out for a wonderfully free dinner (cept drinks).
Got caught up with what they have been doing. Looks like Justin's www.saveitondvd.com project is coming along smoothly...(more) |
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| Do you know how fast you were going? | | 6/18/2001 7:03:43 PM - (389) |
| DOH....Not 30 seconds earlier I was sure I was going to get a ticket. DAMMIT. 52 in a 40..UGH...oh well, I deserved it, didn't even argue with him about it. (No use seeing as he had radar). Well, that will be a pretty penny to pay for. Keep an e...(more) |
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| Lone Pine, Reward Mine and Fathers Day...whew.. | | 6/17/2001 9:50:17 PM - (360) |
| Well, I finally have a chance to sit down and write for a few minutes. I have been running since Thursday morning and haven't stopped since.
Thursday I stayed until...well, until friday morning at 8:30am to basically babysit the phone installers ...(more) |
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| Things are beginning to settle..FINALLY | | 6/13/2001 11:24:03 PM - (385) |
| Well, I began training for the timecard project today. Traning went awesome. I am so glad to be finally moving again on this project. This is the part of the project that I dread. But all in all the reception of the system has been a luke warm on...(more) |
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| UGH...This weekend | | 6/10/2001 8:36:28 PM - (398) |
| Well, today I am not feeling so well. I think it might have been something I ate.. I dunno. I am just exhausted and feel like a truck ran over me.
I transfered UseNewz.com and MikeWood.org to the new server and get it all up and running. Looks ...(more) |
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| Wow...HS peeps and BS peeps everywhere | | 6/8/2001 10:35:37 AM - (390) |
| Well, Looks like we are offically the planners for the August party to get together and see all our old friends..
I am also going to be meeting some of the old boyscouts for a campout to the desert the weekend of the 16th. So that should be a bla...(more) |
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| Ah Ha....Things are looking up. | | 6/6/2001 8:34:11 PM - (379) |
| Well, looks like things might be looking up.
We may have discovered the mole at the contract position I am working at. More tomorrow to see what happens when we "shake the tree". :) There might be something long term there for me too, which i...(more) |
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| ARGH...Whats the deal with the internet sometimes? | | 6/5/2001 12:28:29 AM - (362) |
| So you get online to chat and meet new people. You have an idea of what you are looking for and you maybe even write to someone in hopes of starting up a conversation with someone.
So you start chatting, maybe talk on the phone. And it occurs ...(more) |
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| Well, Healthelink is gone..Yet I remain | | 6/3/2001 12:11:49 AM - (405) |
| Well, Healthelink is officially gone from our building as of Saturday. Alot of mixed feelings about no longer being any part of that. Kinda good on the fact that I won't have to worry about having to deal with the headaches and problems that go alo...(more) |
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| Where have I been? | | 5/31/2001 2:38:20 AM - (401) |
| Well, these last few days have been really buys with work. I have been given some very difficult tasks to complete in a relativly short period of time.
One of the cool things I get to do is create a new palm based Scheduling and Encounter captu...(more) |
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| Old Friends and New Friends. | | 5/27/2001 3:54:00 PM - (397) |
| WHOA... Keith Carter wrote me. Talk about blast from the past. I was flipping through my AOL mail and he had written me to say hello. I told him about seeing him at the mills with the old groupies several yeasr back and asked him about howe every...(more) |
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| Sleep...Oh Glorius Sleep. | | 5/25/2001 6:39:27 PM - (382) |
| Well, I went to bed last night about 9:30.. and slept till 8am this morning ....GOt up, took my contacts out and then went back to bed. I slept till 1:30.. :)
Gotta love it.
Geting ready for tomorrow now. Managed to get ahold of joel and coo...(more) |
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| Another Day, Another Dollar | | 5/24/2001 9:52:21 PM - (383) |
| Well, today was very interesting. After having a long debate in the shower this morning with myself, I decided to stay up and not go to bed. (I worked through the night last night and didn't sleep). So here I am thinking about bed and yawning lik...(more) |
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| Almost Done. | | 5/24/2001 7:32:05 AM - (403) |
| Well, I stayed up all night and worked on the website. I think I made some really cool improvments. Basically I was trying to go for a slightly more polished look without using any graphics. I think I did pretty good all things said and done.
A...(more) |
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| My First Journal Entry | | 5/24/2001 12:10:50 AM - (406) |
| Well, this is my first journal entry.
I am so tired of all this BS. Seems like I can't be alone anymore. Its kinda getting to me after all this time. I miss having someone to be close to, but at the same time I dread having someone too close th...(more) |
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