| Flowers and Ponderings On 2/13/2007 12:34:00 AM, Mike wrote : | Viewed : 758 |
| So I am in bed… nerves racking about tomorrow and making sure everything is just so. I've realized that so many times in the past that I haven't bothered to take the time and do the right thing. Now that I am trying, it's enough to make a sane man crazy. I think I did ok today, as the flowers seemed to be a big hit! (They arrived a day early dammit) I think my nerves being so crazy are simply a sideeffect from knowing that I don't have a clue what the future holds. And while you can try and plan/avoid/escape/fight it, the fact remains that living in the moment, and for the now, seems the most preposterous, yet somehow is the most satisfying. The waiting is worth it to see the smile on his face. I just wish I could convey that same feeling to so many of my friends that seem to be in such a hurry. You miss out on all the really good stuff by trying to get to the naughty stuff too soon. My Cousin and his wife had their 2nd baby today. Beckett (not 100% sure on the spelling). Congrats you guys! You have a wonderful home and are wonderful people, your new son couldn't have a better home. Ok…enough of this mushy stuff…It looks like Calico is going to have over 800…ZOIKS! Who would have thought it would be this big?? I am really happy to see so many people out there taking an active interest in helping. I can't wait to see the crowd on Saturday AM. Exciting times. And the pictures should be great. Ok…now I think its time for bed… | |