| Your friendly neighborhood HEEL... On 9/9/2002 5:45:53 PM, Mike wrote : | Viewed : 444 |
| Ugh..ok..So to refrain from pointing out the guilty parties, I'll complain in generalities. Its a really crappy thing to do when you tell a friend that you like a different friend, then that friend does everything in his power to sabotage it. Even after a heartfelt appology which that may feel sincere, its still hard to believe. Seems that nothing matters to gay-boys but getting laid. They have every excuse in the book and promise that no matter what, it will never happen again. Its all BULLSHIT. When I say I am not going to do something again, I do everything within my power to prevent a reoccurance of the same events. And I definitly don't appologize without actaully meaning it. I mean, common guys! Grow the fuck up. As the rest of you can tell, I am really irritated over this. This is the first random act of drama in my life in almost 2 years. I did everything in my power to prevent it and it seems that confiding in a "friend" seems to be the wrong thing to do. Seems that there are a few friendships I have that I should really reconsider the nature of the relationship. I am not in in for the sex after all. I tease, I prod, I've even been known to actaully go through with a threat now and then. But this overtly incestious group is enough to kill anyone's morals given enough time. Enough of that.... Well, the house sold finally. So I am out on Oct 1st. I've suddenly taking up an interest in furniture. My guess is that I am going to spend the next 6 months getting new furniture for the entire apartment after I move. I think its about time I actually cared about this stuff. Still seems a trite trival though. Oh well, least I'll have a nice place to live. Dating sucks. I am back to square one again. I think I am going to hit a local club instead of going into WeHo. The odds of me meeting someone in WeHo that lives out by me is remote and far fetched. I think it would be better if I simply gave it a shot. If nothing else, I'll probably just dance all night, enjoy myself and head home alone, exhausted! Truck is on hold cause of the moving thing. I am waiting for the 2003s and I think I am going to see if I can find a used 2001 model or a 2002 that might still be floating around. I'd be able to cut off 4-8k off the price and that would definitly make it a better deal. Daniel got his truck. Congrats Daniel. he got a 2000 Ford Ranger (ugh..Ford)....But he is a happy camper...No A/C or CD...(hehehe..he doesn't know it, but I got him a CD player..its on its way)..He'll have to fend for the A/C himself. :) He starts at UC Riverside at the end of this month and we wish him all luck. Brian...UGH.. Magic Mountain is coming up...And given the above mentioned vague events I am contemplating not going now...but I'd disappoint quite a few people if I didn't go...So I might just do my own thing that night. I am working on a date for the evening at the moment. Maybe I can round up Rainbow House and Co....They'd be less drama at this point! (Mike winks at Boo, Jesse, and David).... If you dig Trance/Dance/Techno and are a newbie to it, much like myself, you might try picking up a copy of Timo Maas' - "Loud"..I got mine at Best Buy..Virgin carries it as well. Check out track 10... (To get down)....Outstanding stuff. ok...enough of this babbling..I hope everyone out there is in better spirits than I.... Good luck to you all. =* m | |